I AM THAT DESPERATE!

Hello everyone!

I am in my happiest mood today, not because I get a raise from work but because I saw seven subscribers in my YouTube channel. 

For a VLOG beginner, you just don’t know how often I count the number of my subscribers every day. I will be honest with you, when I uploaded my first few videos I thought of giving up already. Who wouldn’t when sometimes I slept at 4AM and yet I can finish editing one video within 3 nights. There was one time that for 24-hour cycle, I slept only two hours. From work straight to video editing and I still couldn't make it better.  It was on my second video. I was that desperate to put all photos, text, and videos together. I got disappointed of myself already.

But this morning, I was so motivated at work knowing I already have seven subscribers! SEVEN! AND THE VIEWS ARE INCREASING!  You just don’t know how happy I am with the result.  To gain seven subscribers with my videos still crappy is an achievement to me.

For those who subscribed my channel and viewed my videos uploaded in YouTube, THANK YOU VERY MUCH!

I started Vlogging not because Youtube pays for those with certain number of subscribers and viewers but because I find it fulfilling to know there are people watching my videos.  Sometimes it’s lonely to be single.  But knowing you are there listening while I am sharing my travel experience is enough for me to fill in the absence of someone to share life with.  

I must admit I have regrets of my choices not to have kids and a husband. Now of course that my siblings, nieces and nephews have their own lives already.  But then again, I can’t do anything about it, so I accepted it gracefully.   That failure in the aspect of my life is now filled in with my passion of sharing my travel experience publicly through my VLOG and my personal life through my BLOG.

So I hope you guys view the videos I uploaded in YouTube and click subscribe if you want to follow more adventure videos of me.  If not, I would appreciate if you hit the like button if you find the video entertaining.      

THANK YOU AGAIN FOR THOSE WHO SUBSCRIBED MY YOUTUBE CHANNEL. YOU ROCK! J

Those who didn’t subscribed yet here's the link and you can click subscribe from there. MY YOUTUBE CHANNEL. Thank you in advance!